Wanted

M finding it hard to care about anything these days,
the only thing i do care about is that i don't care about anything!
seriously, were is me?
I don't remember a thing which i have enjoyed lately!Don't remember the day i had lot of fun!
actually I feel like a 40 year old man in the body of a 21 years boy...
My name is Rohit Naik...
And This is not me taking control of my damn life..from destiny,from my f****n job...
This is not me fulfilling my destiny,
This
is
not
me .........

Criticism...

CRITICISM:That's one world nobody likes,at least i don't!!

I have been getting a lot of criticism these days about my blog.The one thing people are complaining in particular is i m writing about ridiculous things and the other being m a terrible writer...(and i use lot of dots...)
When i started blogging ,it was on experimental basis .I asked few people who i thought were good in writing and had read a lot of books,how my blog is?is it very bad?what should i work on? and many more questions.When they gave me thumbs up then only i told few friends about the blog.At that time i knew they are going to read it( they had no option,i forced them).I had to be careful about what n how m writing in the blog.Those were the days when i wrote the blog with the fact in mind that how people will like or dislike it.
"Experience counts"--This is the thing we realise after doing the mistakes!Yes i have made mistakes in many posts were i wrote nonsense(most of them).But now i have learned that writing what i think,writing what i believe is the main reason behind this blog.
The final verdict is that i will keep on writing what i believe and what i like irrespective of it being nonsense :)

The Pink connection....

If u havent noticed yet then please pay attention.I was bored with the lay out of the blog,so i wanted to change the blog look,n look what i liked!PINK color.......
I don't know y but pink is considered to be feminine color.I was a bit confused whether to use it or not as people will get a wrong impression then i thought who reads my blog?
If nobody reads y would i care?so bravely i have used the thing i like without getting scared of the consequences...n that's what we all should do in life isn't it?
By this time u must have realised that m in office,yes ur right m in office n having free time as usual.Get ready for some more gyan from me in upcoming blogs :)

Alas.............

I have a lot of things in my mind but m too tired and bored to type them right now...............

A wednesday!

Well well this is my second post in one day! i must be having a lot of free time :)
its true a lot of free time...apart from being in confused state my mind needs some food or some time pass activity.Now how long can you surf on Internet? 1 hour 2 hours max but 8 hours of your day what to do !
My friends think that i have an ideal job but what to do in this free time?I tried surfing,chatting but m fed up of that ,so now i have started bogging for a change....
One of the most weird thing i have seen in my office is that people watch movies in office i was literally shocked!Its true, they'll get headphones and start watching a movie.Its a crime :) not by law but abe thodi to sharam karo yaar!
K now moving on to the main topic A WEDNESDAY,the movie which reminded me of dombivali fast a marathi movie,it also showed me that Nasser is a great actor as is Anupam kher.
At least Naseer is well respected as an actor everywhere but Anupam kher, his totally wasted in hindi films,let it be david dhawan or yaash chopra or karan johar they all fail to use his potential...So this post is for Mr. Anupan kher who's really a great actor!
In last week i also saw a flick named 'You don't mess with the zohan' It has one of my personal favourite Adam Sandler in lead.One thing i felt while watching the movie is CHEAP!yes the guy goes around to have sex with everyone even the old ladies and thats not funny at all,it seemed so childish n nonsense....
It confirmed that not all Hollywood movies are good and watching it with A Wednesday made me feel proud of Bollywood

A chance.......

Just yesterday i said thank god m very busy n look at the lord almighty...now m having free time as ever !! Its so strange how things change in very short span.
So now from writing one-two blog posts in a month m writing three four in just two days,although nobody reads them...its a shame for people who don't read my blog they don't know what(nonsense) they are missing!
Yesterday i read one of my friends wrote on his orkut profile "God are you listening?",It really meant something,I could feel his sorrow...Actually most my friends from college are suffering with same problem--THEY DON'T HAVE JOBS--
when someone asks them what are they doing these days;they reply as nothing yaar aaram kaar raha hoon,khana pina aish chal rahi hai...
If you only listen to what they are saying you will get a different feel but if you just glance in there eyes you can feel the sorrow!Yes they are a bit frustrated about not getting job,about people asking questions,about not able to prove themselves...
On the other hand there are people like me who are working,I started working very soon after my exams but m i very happy? The thing is i m also suffering from somewhat the same things like not able to prove myself,not able to answer my families question like "why don't you try for something with more salary?" and "look my friends son is earning more than you!"
It really makes me crazy when such questions are fired at me...The most disappointing thing is when they try to hide my salary as its a bit less according to them,so they try to hide it...
The people who are selected in IT companies are yet to receive there joining date,and they are waiting from 5 months and still are waiting,so they are frustrated as well, :)
so overall every ones frustrated here!but one thing is sure we all are waiting for a chance,a chance to prove ourselves,a chance to prove the world we have it in us,a chance to prove we can....

M not sad,but m definately not Happy!

hmmmmmmmm its been weeks rather months since i have written something....
god has been very kind to me for a long time now,and now in very critical days of my life his keeping me busy with some work or the other.......
Its an old saying that people who are very busy,that they don't have time to think about life are the blessed ones........now i might be one of them!
since i joined this company for my first job,i have been kept busy for the whole day,first it looked impossible to stay at one place for 8 hrs but then after 8-10 days those 8 hrs seemed very less............
One dirty fish makes the whole lake dirty!same is the case with my office.One guy is making all of us so negatively charged about the company that nobody here wants to do good work to take this company ahead.everyone wants to do work and get the money.
Actually this is professional way of working,which is a good thing but my morals think in a different way.If you want to do good work then you have to respect the company and you should think of the company as your company.........
This unfortunately is not the case with any of my colleagues,so for first few days i was very charged up for my job but when i saw others doing nothing and not responding to my work or not doing anything positively,my prospective started changing....I started to work only when i was told,this is not as much fun as when you do your work dilse........
All i can say is that i have also been converted into same professional worker by those dirty fish.

Mind-Blowing Experience......

How often in your life do you get an experience which blows your mind?
Well i had one experience which blew my mind!(literally)
Oct3 & Oct4 the two days of my life that i wont forget ever.
those two days gave me both good and bad things coming my way.
The day started with great things which i enjoyed very well but as the day progressed all my believes,all my feelings,my whole world was shattered....
I didn't have a clue of what went wrong,where did i go wrong?I gave my best shot,then why did i fail?why was this happening?all these thoughts came at a single point and a sound"kirrrrrrrrrrrrr" was there, i had no clue of what was happening.
My mind had literally stopped working all i wanted to do was cry,cry n cry.
but i was not able to do that as well! It was very pain full experience and was very unexpected to me,left me all f****d up.
I don't know if i will ever forget those days,It was the first time in my life when i felt clueless,i felt lonely,i felt like doing nothing,i felt like my life's over.
It was surely depressing time but then i realised that i cant stay down n cry all the time!
Next day i was left with two choices,two paths to choose from and i did so...
Now i think ,was i right ? or was i wrong? was my path right?
i don't know right now,but i will some day.
The day i will get my answer even if I'm wrong at least i Will be proud that i had made a decision in toughest time in my life,n that what important for me!
"IT'S NOT IMPORTANT IN LIFE, HOW HARD YOU CAN HIT BUT ITS ABOUT HOW HARD YOU CAN GET HIT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD........."